Buzzy feeling

I had another Reiki session with Kate tonight. I was excited to see her to be enlightened. I really tried to meditate more and use her theories to practice on my own time. I have been meditating more and also imaging myself with a baby in my arms in a beautiful room like she told me to in our first session. I wasn't as relaxed this time as I usually. Both times before I had just come from acupuncture and was totally relaxed. This time I came straight from work and felt that I wasn't as relaxed like I usually was. I had a hard time not thinking about life.

After our session she said that my energy was good and through out my body. She felt my third eye chakra had a lot of deep thoughts. Obviously I do have a lot on my mind these days do that makes sense. Last time she sensed uncertainty in my throat chakra like I had something I wanted to say. She didn't feel that this time. She also said that the uneasiness in my abdomen chakra like last time had moved out of my abdomen area into my thights. Maybe that is a good thing? We are not sure...she is going to do some research for me on that. Lastly and probably the best piece of info I got tonight....she didn't get that buzzy feeling in my right ovary like she had both times before. I had been ovulating the last time so it made sense why it might have been giving off energy 3 days ago but quite interesting why it was buzzing over a week ago. I told her I wasn't ovulating anymore plus the discomfort I felt there had been gone 2 days ago. This made her more curious and wants to continue to see me every week to see if that buzzy feeling comes back. So cool! I have another session with her next Thursday after work. So curious to see what happens. Other then that, a great session. It's so nice to have someone want to do this for me with nothing in return. I am going to buy her an iTunes gift card this weekend and give it to her. She has her fancy iPad that she puts notes about our sessions in and her iPod that she uses for music during our sessions....so it's sort of a fitting gift. I feel like I should so something nice with her generosity. I might even take her to a nice dinner. Glad we are doing these sessions and finally feel like her and I are friends. It's a nice feeling.

Nothing else too new with the infertility. I started a new book and learning some stuff from it. Not really into it like the last book but just basically reading all I can right now. I have a blood test on Tuesday to do for my progesterone levels. Anxious to hear the results on that one!

I am thinking.....if I do get pregnant soon, maybe I should name my first daughter Kate after my friend who is helping me with healing? That sounds like a fantastic idea ;)