18.4

18.4
I have no idea what that really means as far as a progesterone level 7 days after ovulation but all research online points to positive. It means I ovulated all by myself. Hooray! Some good news in all of this craziness. Still not out of the dark though. Haven't heard from my doctor on it yet and I am sure he will tell me everything I need to know when we meet next week or after. The next step is to call the doctor when I get my period and do another FSH and Estradiol test on Day 3. I am hoping that I get some answers and better news!

Meditation class was cancelled tonight which gave me a chance to come home and veg out and eat dinner with Hsien. I love nights at home when I don't have to be anywhere!

Been testing my Basal Body Temperature the past 2 months. It's not as hard as I imagined. I think telling Hsien what I was doing and him accepting it, didn't feel so weird. I just wish those thermometers didn't make so many BEEP noises when I do test at 6:30 in the morning LOL! Poor Hsien...at least it's only for like 15 seconds at the most. I am seeing more now with tracking my temperatures and it's been quite interesting. It dipped on the day I ovulated and then went right back up. Today it dipped down which made me sad....but I read online not to over analyze the numbers until you have been testing for a few months. *sigh*

My spirit is a little lower then usual. For some reason I am sort of sad....sad because I know my period is coming close and the week before my period is always my hardest week. I just have no faith that a pregnancy will happen although I know I shouldn't be like this. Maybe it's my hormones...PMS! I always cry more this week and just wish I could see a "PREGNANT" indication on a home pregnancy test...maybe one day I will. I have an acupuncture appt tomorrow that I can wait for! I love it....it's really been a lifesaver for me emotionally and it's all the hope I have right now to get pregnant.

Hoping for the best....hopefully I will knock the slump out of me by the weekend.