Just rambling here....

I am so anxious for my second ultrasound tomorrow that I can't focus on anything else. I just hope that those 5 little eggies are still there and nice and fat and ready for sperm! (Okay maybe not ALL 5 of them but I will take a few!)

I worked from home today but mostly took a day to clear my head. I have so much to do and so much on my mind between our infertility issues, selling our condo and moving, my brother getting a divorce and everything else going on in everyone elses lives that I have to deal with.

I made some really hot chili for dinner. It was something I had wanted to do for a while so I did that this morning and got to smell the good smells while I cleaned the entire condo from top to bottom! It feels nice sitting on our couch and looking around at this super clean place! Our condo just went on the market so I am doing whatever I can to help it sell. Also had to set up the cats litter box and food/water dishes in the guest room so that they are in one central location when prospective buyers come. I made a few signs that said that we have 2 cats and please do not let them outside. I worry about my little furballs! I will be SO happy when we are out of this tiny box called a condo and can move back to my house that my brother and I own. He decided to move out after his wife left him, so his misfortune worked out for us. I can't wait to move there...it's twice the size of our place now with a big backyard and front yard. I keep invisioning what our place will look like and that when we finally do have children, this will be their first home. Ahhhhh which funny enough was the same home my brother and I were born in. I can't wait to bring my baby/ies home one day.

So aside from the clean house and feeling positive, I am looking forward to the appt tomorrow and finding out what day the IUI will be. She is thinking Sat or Mon. I REALLY hope it's on Monday because I have plans Saturday and Sunday. My boss has been really great and giving me Mon and Tues off if I need it. I will just let it be...if it happens Sat then I cancel my plans. I am going bridesmaid dress shopping on Saturday. I am looking forward to it but have been so bloated lately that I am scared to go try on dresses. Also feeling crampy and just overwhelmed but will be there for my friend if the IUI is not scheduled that day.

Just me rambling here....