I shared

I finally shared my Blog for the first time today...it took a lot of guts for me to do it, but I did it. Having my dear friend M.E. read it helped me to know that I can't be ashamed or alone in all of this. I am lucky for my friend M.E. *waving to her!* who is so selfless and loving and such a dear dear friend to me. I am glad I am sharing.....

I got my two books in the mail that I ordered...."Inconceivable" and "The Fertility Cure". Going to start reading after I am done blogging here.

Today was a good day...no tears were shed. I think going to the acupuncture helped and just research in general has helped me. Funny thing...I had a friend reach out to me today and I had no idea that she knew I was struggling with fertility. Maybe it was my totally random posts and videos I put on FB and she put two and two together. She asked me if I would like to have two fertility books of hers. Took me totally off guard since her and I are not that close. We dance together and she is a dance teacher at the studio I go to. I guess she saw a few things I posted on FB. That is the only way but I am glad she reached out to me. I asked her if she had struggled with fertlity as well. I know it's a lot to ask of someone but I felt like maybe her and I could talk about it if she did. Her kids are older...13 and 9 and she is in her mid 40s (I think!). I wonder what she will respond back with!

Okay I am rambling...off to read my fertility books now and learn!

Thanks M.E. for reading my blog! Not sure when I will be ready to let others read quite yet. Not sure I am ready for people to read my personal thoughts yet....